Tributes to Roland Carmouche
iloVeYOU by Jenna
I'm sitting here in my room, looking at your picture.
Wondering why you couldn't be a part of my future.
Uncontrolable tears stream down my face,
while my heart beat starts to race.
Asking god why he took you from my life,
it was more painful than stabing me in the heart with a knife.
I still needed you here
you were the one to make everythng so clear.
you are apart of me and I am apart of you
when you died a part of me died too.
I never knew how hard it was to loose someone you love
until the day you went to heaven above.
Even though I can't see,
I know your up there watching over me.
I miss you more and more everyday
and all I can do is pray.
In my heart you shall forever remain.
iloveyou. forever & always.
on 24.10.08
Our Family Chain by Candy
Little did we know that morning that God would call your name... In life we loved you dearly, In death we do the same. It broke our hearts to lose you. But you did not go alone, a part of all of us went with you. The day called you home you left beautiful memories. Your love is our guide and although we can not see you, you are always by our side. Our family chain is broken and nothing seems the same, But as God calls us one by one, The chain will link again.
on 14.08.08
Missing You Daddy by Candy
Our Daddy
We keep a memory in our hearts,
A place thats yours alone
Where memories last for ever,
Of happy times we've known.
Along the path of memories
We'll walk with you each day.
Just how much we miss you,
No words can ever say.
The times we spent together,
The happy times we've known.
They live again so often,
In our loving thoughts of you.
Time may alter many things,
But not the heartbreak this day brings.
Sadly no longer in our lives to share,
But in our hearts, your always there.
It's not the tears, that are shed at this time,
that tells of our hearts, that are broken.
But the lonely tears in the after years,
When your loving name is spoken.
The hands of time will keep turning,
The years will slip away.
But our memories are a keepsake,
That no one can take away.
on 13.08.08
yOUr My EveRyTHinG<3 by JeN
Just for my dad!
by Amy
You are very special,
Funny, caring, kind, it's true,
Two very similar people,
And dad that's me and you
I'm not very good at expressing,
How much you mean to me,
Everything I do in my life,
It's you who holds the key
You hold the key to my future,
And everything I do,
The traits that help me to succeed,
I've inherited from you
You see, me and you are identical,
People comment quite a lot,
I'm proud of this comparison,
It makes me realise what I've got
I have a dad I am close to,
One I know is always there,
Whenever I am sad and low,
It's you that's there to care
Though you don't show it,
As some others may,
You make me laugh and smile,
And always make my day
You have always been there for me,
No matter what the cost,
You are the light of my life,
And without you I'd be lost
I will never outgrow your love,
And will always need you here for me,
No matter how far I travel,
Or how much we disagree
We have a bond like no other,
One that helps me to feel safe,
Around you nothing else matters.
And in you I have that faith
A faith that makes me realise,
You are deep within my heart,
As long as that remains the same,
&& Went we part,
I'll always be a daddy's girl,
I know that's deep and true,
And all that remains for me to say,
I love you!
on 04.07.08
iMiSSYoU by JeNnnAaaaA
For my father
by Illuminati
The man I loved
For showing me love
For helping me grow up
For giving me everything he had!
For helping me understand who I was
For being there for me no matter what!
The one how bailed me out of my troubles
He was my father
The man I loved
He was a man with honor
His gentle voice was like a sea
In the a peaceful harbor
He was a man with believes
His strong arm was like a wall
Protecting us from the thieves
The man I loved
For showing me the way
For helping me become who I am
For giving me the chance to be a great person
For helping me dream my dreams
For loving me, unconditionally
He was [my father]
The man I loved
I will never forget
The last moment we had
We shook hands, he hugged me
The silence was just SO LOUD!!!!!!!!!!!
We both knew
This is the last time
To see each others eyes
Five days later he died. I never had a chance to tell him
How I felt about him.
I wish he could see my tears now
I wish he could see me now.
I loVE Uu sOO mUcH ur My WoRlD!
mAkE mY drEAmS cOMe TrUe.
i'mMa Be ThE BeST oF thE bEst At WhAt EVer i Do!
XXOXoxoxo
on 04.07.08
iLOvEyOU by jEnnA caRmouCHe
I just want one more day with you;
by Cyndi
I'm so sad and depressed
Is all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams I just can't fight
I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still near
I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn't have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know thats what you would have wanted too
I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin.
i LOvE u sOO muCh. Its bEEn a MOnTH ALrEAdY. && It STilL dOesNt SeEM rEAl. I thINK aBOuT u All thE tIMe. Ur alWayS on My MINd. I caNt WAit To See U aGaIN onE dAy. LeED mE dOwN thE rIghT pAtH. i LOve u daDdY! XoxOXO
on 04.07.08
I loVe yOU by jEnNa
WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME......
When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say
I know how much you love me,
As much I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you will miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I’d have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell my eye
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The goods ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
All the fun we had.
But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through Heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His Great golden throne,
He said, ” This is eternity,
And all I have promised you.
Today your life on earth is part,
But here life starts anew.'
'I promised no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day’s the same way
There's no laughing for the past.'
'You have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times
You did something’s'
You knew you shouldn't do.
'But you have been forgiven
And now at last you are free
So won't you come and take my hand.
And share my life with me'
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we are far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'M RIGHT THERE, IN YOUR HEART.
sana khan
i MISS U SOO MUCH. I SIT HERE EVERY DAY AND THANK U FOR STEPING UP IN MY LIFE TO BE MY FATHER FIGURE. U WAS MY OTHER HALF. PAW U WOULD B SO PROUD OF ME I STARTED LOOKIN FOR A JOB BY MY SELF & ALSO ME && MINDY STARED GOIN TO CHURCH! HAAA. I LOVE U SOOO MUCH. I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE U AGAIN ONE DAY.
on 23.06.08
Do You Hear me Crying? by Darlene
Sitting here remembering,
The smile upon your face
And how it made the world light up
You were full of heavenly grace.
No longer can I see your face
For you are with God above
But your loving smile will always be
Tucked in my heart with love.
I know you wouldn’t want to see
Me crying the way I do,
But losing you was a part of me
And days, I can’t make it through.
Do you hear me crying?
It’s because some days I’m down
I look around for you,
But you’re nowhere to be found.
Only pictures now remain of you;
Special songs that meant so much
So if you hear me crying,
It’s because I can’t feel your touch.
Sometimes I think I see you,
On a crowded street or mall.
I then run up and call your name,
But it wasn’t you at all.
My heart still aches in sadness
And tears, oh how they flow!
What it meant to lose you,
No one will ever know.
So, if you hear me crying,
It’s something I can’t control
Just understand my darling,
When I’m again with you, I’ll be whole.
Love Forever & Ever
Darlene
on 19.06.08
Thinking of you dad by The Jacksons
There's a special sort of feeling when you talk about your dad.
It's a Pleasure to remember all the happy times we've had.
There's a special kind of caring that is meant for him alone.
There's a place somewhere within your heart that only Dad can own.
There's a special sort of feeling that is warm and loving too...
A special kind of pride that comes with every thought of you.
Happy Fathers Day Daddy!
We love and miss you so much.
on 14.06.08

