Mindy lit a candle on 20th November, 2008:

Daddy I am so sad these days. I just keep thinking that you are no longer in pain and I think thats what gets me through. We are leaving to go on a trip that you were supposed to be on and it breaks my heart. I remember the last Thanksgiving we had together and I wish that we could turn back the hands of time. I Love and miss you so much and its just not the same without you.

I love you with all my heart.
Mindy

Jenna lit a candle on 16th November, 2008:

The trip in next saturday. I'm excited yet still upset. I know you'll b there && watching over us. I'm so greatfull to have had u as granfather. I feel like i'm the luckest person alive. Iloveyou.

Candy lit a candle on 10th November, 2008:

Daddy I just wanted you to know taht i am thinking about you and I miss you dearly!

Mindy lit a candle on 4th November, 2008:

Hey Dad the 5 month aniversary of your passing is tomorrow. You name is finally on your stone and I guess it just makes everything so official. I just wish that you were here. With the holidays coming I am having a really hard time. I miss you more and more each day. I love you with all my heart. I hope you like all the flowers.

Love Min

Jenna lit a candle on 24th October, 2008:

iloveyou & watch over me. there's not a minute that goes by that i don't think about you. i miss that smile from ear to ear.

Mindy lit a candle on 14th October, 2008:

Well Dad my birthday has come and gone THE BIG 30. Wishing that you were here. Mom bought me little debbies because she said you would have. I love you sooo much and miss you sooo much.

I love you 4-ever,
Min

Dawn lit a candle on 7th October, 2008:

I wrote a message a few days ago and don't know what happened to it. I miss you so much and still can't believe you are not here. We think of you all the time and miss your crazy self. You sure knew how to make us laugh. Miss you and love you so much!!

Dawn lit a candle on 2nd October, 2008:

I miss you so much. We think of you everyday. All of our good memories with and your crazy self. You sure knew how to make us laugh. Love you so much!!

JeNna lit a candle on 23rd September, 2008:

ImIssYou SSOOO much. Both times we left for the hurricanes i made sure i took ur 3 pictures thats on the fire place. I wasn't leaving y0u behind. There's not a day or minute that goes by that i don't think about y0u. i love y0u more than words can say.

iLy&&ImY
XOxoXOXoxOxO.
Jenna.

Mindy lit a candle on 11th September, 2008:


Hey dad the girls had there 1st day of dancing and it was funny to watch. Cassi wouldn't go in and screamed like a fire engine. I was just thinking about you. I love you so much.
Mindy

JeNnA lit a candle on 3rd September, 2008:

Thanks for watching over us for this stupid hurricane. Good thing not much happened to the house or the land. Just a few little things we got to fix but thats okay. We had no trash or debree in the yard. Yes! And ur dogs were okay too. Iloveyou and miss u soo much. I know u was watching over all of us*
XOxoXOXoxoxo*

Mindy lit a candle on 27th August, 2008:

Dad remember how when Deewee was in Africa and all of the Hurricanes would start over there and you told Deewee to pee in the wind to keep the storms away, well you better be up there in Heaven peeing in the wind we have a storm coming. I love you an miss you soo much.

Love,
Mindy

JeNnA. lit a candle on 23rd August, 2008:

hAppy BIrTHdAy PaW. i MIsS u S00ooo MUcH. i HOPe u gET tHaT bAlLoON we lEt Go TOdAy. i loVe You. WaTch OvER Us*

Darlene lit a candle on 23rd August, 2008:

Today you would have been 57.It's been a rough 80 days since you passed but seems like only yesterday.I keep waiting to hear you call me or see you walk through the door.A lot of "what ifs" run through my head daily.But until we meet again, Happy Birthday "Fatty"
I Love You!!!!!!!!

Mindy lit a candle on 18th August, 2008:

Hey Daddy I signed the 3 girls up for Dancing school this should be fun and Tuesday your little angel face goes for her first day of school.
We love you and miss you so much.
Mindy

Krystle lit a candle on 14th August, 2008:

Hey Dad,
We are finally getting married. I so excited but yet so hurt that you can't be here to walk me down the aisle. I love you and miss you more and more everyday. Love you forever,
Krystle

Candy lit a candle on 13th August, 2008:

i look at your pictures ~
i feel such an emptiness
because you are gone
because i miss your voice:
so comforting
so calming...
because i miss your eagerness
to be around those you loved
because i miss having a Dad
to go to
to talk to
to hug...
i miss you more and more each day that passes, i love and miss you, candy

Cherie Silcio lit a candle on 7th August, 2008:

Mindy you showed me this web site today at work and I have not stopped thinking about the things that you an I talked about and how difficult and painful it is to loose a parent. I can not imagine myself going through this. Even though I did not know your Father, I can see in this website, your sincere tribute and gratitude and love for him. He seemed to be a GREAT father and grandfather. Please know that you and your entire family are in my thoughts and prayers. It is a "tough road" but your Father will look down upon you,your Mom and your Brother's and Sister's and guide all of you through the tough times. I can tell just in the pictures posted on this website that he truly LOVED all of ya'll! hugs to all!
With deepest sympathy,
Cherie Silcio

Hayes lit a candle on 6th August, 2008:

I love you paw paw.

Hayden lit a candle on 6th August, 2008:

I love you paw paw and I wish you were still here with us so we can go fishing together. Hope you are having fun in Heaven with "Babe Ruth".

Gabby lit a candle on 5th August, 2008:

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I love you Pawpaw Roland and I miss you too, I hope you got my balloon letter.
Love,
Your little angel face

Candy lit a candle on 4th August, 2008:

Daddy watch our my baby girl tommorrow. Love and miss you! Candy

Candy lit a candle on 3rd August, 2008:

Your life was a blessing, your memory a treasure, you are loved beyond words and missed beyond measure. Your love will be a part of our lives forever. Miss you more than ever! i love you daddy.

Candy lit a candle on 27th July, 2008:

i miss you daddy!

Dawn lit a candle on 25th July, 2008:

I looked at the video from our first Tennessee trip in 2001 last night and it still does not feel real that you are not here anymore. It was funny hearing how you use to wistle all those different sounds and talk like funny characters. You always had a funny way to make us laugh. We miss you so much and its just hard to accept the fact that you are not here anymore, especially to make us laugh. I love you so much daddy!!

Candy lit a candle on 10th July, 2008:

Daddy please watch over Reagan tommorrow for her surgery. I know you wont let anything happen to her. Daddy I miss you very very much. I miss talking to you everyday. It still hasnt really hit me yet. I love you so so much Daddy! Candy

Darlene lit a candle on 30th June, 2008:

Reply to "Letter from Heaven"


My Dearest Loved one:



I received your Letter from Heaven,

It made the teardrops fall.

But knowing you’re with God above,

Sweet memories, I will recall.



I know that you are with me,

For I feel your presence near.

And if I listen closely,

Your voice I then can hear.



I know you’re watching o’er me,

As you promised you would do.

And when I feel so saddened,

It’s your letter that sees me through.



When I lay in bed at night,

The day’s chores put to flight,

I truly feel your presence,

Like a warm and glowing light.



The rocky roads you mentioned,

And the hills that I must climb;

I’ve done exactly what you said,

By taking one day at a time.



I’ve tried to help others,

Who are in sorrow and in pain.

And now I am contented,

My day was not in vain.



I’ll lend a hand, as you have said

When someone is feeling low.

I’ll pray for them and be here,

‘Till on their way they go.



And when it’s time for me to go,

To join you in heaven high.

My wings I shall spread wide,

To my home up in the sky.


Author

Ruth Ann Mahaffey

Lee Sissac lit a candle on 23rd June, 2008:

I never got a chance to get to know you, but I did meet your girls and still consider Darlene a great friend of mine. Your legacy shows through the closeness and strength of your family. You are very loved my many and I always admired you as a loving husband, father and grandfather.
To Darlene and family...please know that you were an absolute gem in his eyes and there truly should be way more like him.

Darlene lit a candle on 19th June, 2008:

Memories is all that I have now. I know you fought a good fight and am glad that you are not in anymore pain. Just wish that you could have did a little more of the things you wanted to do. I know you must be happy now with your dad, family & friends. It is harder that I thought...if it wasn't for family & friends I wouldn't know what to do. And yes, I am still being a water sprinkler.

Loving you
&
Missing you
Darlene

KEVIN lit a candle on 12th June, 2008:

YOU WILL BE MISSED BY ALL OF US.YOU WAS A GOOD MEN AND U LOVE US LIKE WITH LOVED YOU.YOU WILL ALWAY BE IN OUR HEART.

YOUR FRIEND,
KEVIN

Kaci Vicknair lit a candle on 11th June, 2008:

I've only met you a few times through Krystle. But everyone looked up to you and you've made and impact on everyone's life. I've helped Krystle walk through these rough times with you, but know we know you're at peace and rest. And that makes us happy! You will be missed.
Love Kaci

Jackie lit a candle on 10th June, 2008:

You will be greatly missed. I alwaysed loveed your jokes and sense of humor. You are a great uncle and I love you very much.

LISA CANTRELLE lit a candle on 9th June, 2008:

I ONLY KNOW OF MR. CARMOUCHE THROUGH MINDY AND HER LOVE AND ADORATION FOR HIM, AND SINCE I THINK SHE IS A WONDERFUL PERSON, I KNOW HE WAS ALSO. I KNOW HE WILL BE GREATLY MISSED. MY CONDOLENCES AND PRAYERS TO YOU ALL.

Dawn lit a candle on 9th June, 2008:

I love you Daddy and miss you soo much!! It seems so surreal that you are not here with us anymore but you are in a better place now. A place with no pain. You were such a strong person, and showed us how to be strong. You were a GREAT DADDY and we will never forget you and the things you have taught and done for us.
LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER
DAWN

Aunt Shirley & Uncle Jack lit a candle on 8th June, 2008:

We will miss you and forever have you in our hearts.A few weeks ago we enjoyed our visit with you and Darlene.You were your old jolly-self and had plenty to say and laugh about.God Bless.Aunt Shirley & Uncle Jack

Susan Ann lit a candle on 7th June, 2008:

You are finally out of pain. You will be dearly missed but never forgotten. We will keep you in our prayers always!
All our love,
Susan Ann, Poochie & Courtney

Reagan lit a candle on 7th June, 2008:

Paw even thou we didnt have a long time together you were my only paw paw and I know I would have loved you as much as everybody else. I will never forget you and the times we spent together. I know now I have my own angel to watch over me through my next two surgerys. I Love you Paw Paw, always your Little Miss LSU! Reagan

Candy lit a candle on 7th June, 2008:

Daddy I miss you so much already. You were such a good daddy I will never forget everything you have done for us. You taught us so much and raised 6 great kids. We will NEVER forget you. I love you Daddy! Candy

Mindy lit a candle on 7th June, 2008:

You will forever be in our hearts. We love and miss you Daddy.
Love, The Jacksons

Candy lit a candle on 20th November, 2008:

I MISS YOU!

Jenna lit a candle on 13th November, 2008:

So for the past few days all i can think about was the day god took u from us. I remember kneeling on side of you praying that it was all a dream. I had so much hope && faith in you. I was never not one bit negitive because i believed in you. God took you too soon from us. I know that ur n a better place && ur 100% painfree but I still needed you here. You made everything perfect. I can't wait till i see you at heavens gates with that big smile from ear to ear on ur face. I miss you && i love you more than anything in this entire world. X0*

Darlene lit a candle on 5th November, 2008:

5 months seems long at times or like just last week. Nobody really knows what it is like for me. Everyone has their own life and try to include me in it. I really wish I could turn back the hands of time and change things.
Love you and miss you so much!

****************************************
Wishing You Near
by Nick Alcantara

To realize
That time is so dear
When you are no
Longer here

I cling to memories,
Sweet memories
That bring you near

If only
I could touch you again
Without bringing back the pain
Feeling your presence
That you are not really
Very far away
That would us bring back
The aura and magic
Of being again
Together

I know you are
Just a whisper away

Krystle lit a candle on 25th October, 2008:

Dad,
Why does it only get harder. I cry more now than that day God took you from us. I stop to see you every chance I get. I am starting to forget what you sound like and that kills me. I'm so scared that I will not think about you for a second, then skip a day of thinking about you, then go a month with out saying your name. I don't want to ever forget you! I miss you so much and I am waiting for the day I feel you near me again. I love you more than anything in this world. I want your face to be the first thing I see when I leave this world. Love you always and forever, Krystle

Jen lit a candle on 16th October, 2008:

Paw i miss you more than anything n this world. I'd do anything just to have u back at home safe & happy. Nothing is the same around here with out you. I try so hard not to look at ur bed when i walk pass. It kills me inside. I never thought it would b this hard..Atleast i know ur not n pain. I love you so much. <3
xoxo

Candy lit a candle on 8th October, 2008:

I just want you to know that Im always thinking about you! Miss and love you more than ever! Candy

Mindy lit a candle on 6th October, 2008:

Hey Dad well it has been the hardest 4 months of our lives. To not have you here is so much harder than I ever thought it would be. They gave me a surprise party on Saturday and I got upset 1 time when I thought of you not being there. I love you daddy.
Min

Mindy lit a candle on 1st October, 2008:

Hey Daddy I was just thinking of you and I just wanted to let ya know how much I love you and miss you.
Mindy

Krystle lit a candle on 17th September, 2008:

Hey Daddy,
Sorry I haven't wrote you in a while. I miss you so much. It's hard to look at your picture everyday. But I do. I love you and I hope you are happy up there. Can't wait for the day I see you again. Love you always and forever!

Candy lit a candle on 7th September, 2008:

Three months have past and it still does not seem real. I miss you more than ever. I would give anything to have you here. I think about you all the time. I love you and miss you Daddy!

Candy lit a candle on 30th August, 2008:

Daddy Please watch over all of us to make sure we are all safe from harm and that this darn hurricane goes somewhere else so we dont loose everything we have! I love you and miss you dearly, Candy

Mindy lit a candle on 24th August, 2008:

Happy Birthday Daddy. I love and miss you so much.

Love,
Mindy

Candy lit a candle on 23rd August, 2008:

Happy Birthday Day Daddy! We love and miss you! Love Candy Ray & Reagan

Darlene lit a candle on 22nd August, 2008:

Friday August 22 at 8:30 a.m. Reagan will be having her open-heart surgery.It will be a long 6 hours.I know you will be watching over her.

Love,
Darlene

JeN* lit a candle on 17th August, 2008:

i LoVe YoU
=]

jEeennnAAa lit a candle on 13th August, 2008:

You rAiSEd me To bE tHe gReaT pERsON I aM ToDaY. you tAuGHt Mee Soo mUcH. i LoOk UP n tE sKy aLl thE tIMe TO tElL u HOw MuCH i LOvE aNdd MIsS uU. ItS sOOo LOnElY && qUiEt At HOMe. NoTHinGs THe SaMe. I miSS HaVinG u HerE to JOKe WiTh AnD eVEryTHinG elsE. wHaT kiLlS mE tHE mOst iS to WAlk OUT thIS hOUse FOR sChOoL aNd NOt HerE uR vOIcE. i'M sOO UsED to U tEllIn mE 'BYeE JeN HaVe A GoOd daY at SChOoL && bEe GoOOD.... sEe u wHeN u Get Back HOMe!' aNd i LOvEd gOIN tO slEeP knoWinG i hAvE thE bEst GrAnDpAW n ThE WoRlD. YOU wAS THe fiRst PerSon I Saw N thE mOrNInG aNd THe LasT PerSon I Saw b 4 goIN to BeD. i lOvE u WiTH mY wHOLe HeART! I wIlL chERiSh OUr MEmoRiEs TiLL FOr EVeR! uR thE BeST! xoXOxo.



<3 jEnNA cArMOUchE.

Donna Landry(Cherie' Silcio's mom) lit a candle on 9th August, 2008:

Mindy, seeing your mom and dad's wedding picture flashes me back to my own wedding day. LOVE is what started it all...marriage,family,children,and grandchildren. As parents, the greatest gift we can give our children is our UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. I can only hope that the LOVE you have shown in this memorial for your dad will be what lifts you up when you're down. Never let a day go by without telling those closes to you that they are LOVED

Selena lit a candle on 6th August, 2008:

We miss you very much. I miss your crazy butt picking on me all of the time. Wish you were still here with us. Love you lots Selena (Your favorite daughter-in-law) haha

Hunter lit a candle on 6th August, 2008:

Paw I really miss you, and still have lots of good memories of you. Just wanted to let you know I love you lots. Love Hunter

Darlene lit a candle on 5th August, 2008:

Dear God,
I miss my husband. I carry his memory with me wherever I go. I pray that you will remind me that he remains a part of me in everything I do and everything I am. Continue to show me that he is still a part of my life and that nothing can separate us. I ask that you keep the bonds between us strong in spirit until the day that we are reunited in heaven.

I Love You Forever,
Darlene

Mindy lit a candle on 5th August, 2008:

I love you daddy and miss you so much.

Jenna lit a candle on 4th August, 2008:

2 months already and i miss u more than anything. i know ur watching over me very close and ur my angel. times get hard here and there but i know u will never send me more than i can deal with. i just wish i had one more day with you. i swair if i could have helped fix u i would have done anything n everything n my powers to help you. i love u with my whole heart.

Jen<3 lit a candle on 1st August, 2008:

I lOVeE YOU sOOo Much.
sChOolS aBOUt TO sTart BaCK up aNd I'Mma do My BeST to MaKe U pRouD!
EvEn ThouGh I'M TeRrIfyEd Of nEeDLeS i'm GeTtIN a TaTtoO SO i cAn HaVe u ON mY bODy FOr EvEr.
i MiSS U sO MuCH.
i stIlL wIsH to ThiS DAy THaT I'LL CaLl dOWn LaFiTte AnD yOU WiLl PiCk Up ThE phONe.
i WISh I coulD tEll U thinK thinGs i didNt Get TO sAy.
I dIDNt KNOw LiFE wOULd B THIs Hard WiTH ouT yOu.
youR mY rOck && My OthEr HaLf.
I LOvE yOU moRE thAn WORds cAn SaY!

Mindy lit a candle on 26th July, 2008:

Daddy tomorrow is the twins 2nd birthday they are getting so big so fast. It is so funny because Caitlyn (Twiggy) is getting so chunky and Cassi is getting so thin and tall. I know you are watching us from heaven but I wish you were here. And to think that it has almost been 2 months since you left us is so unreal. I love you and Miss you so much daddy.

Min

Candy lit a candle on 21st July, 2008:

I never realized how hard this would be. I can still remember your voice. I hope i can hear that sound for the rest of my life. Not a day has past that I have not thaught about and or cried for you.I know it isnt right to be upset with God but I often ask why,why you and why now.I feel like God has let me down. But I guess thats just me being selfish i would want you here if you would be in pain or suffering. Everyone says things happen for a reason. I want to know what was the reason for taking you away from us? I miss and love you so much daddy! Candy

Mindy lit a candle on 3rd July, 2008:

I can't believe it has already been a month. This is going to be our 1st 4th of July without you but I know you will be watching all of the fireworks. I love you so much and miss you so much. The kids get so excited when they see your pictures on the computer and they make sure to tell me that Paw paw Roland is in Heaven. I hope you hear all of our prayers at night.

We love and miss you but hope you are resting in peace.

Darlene lit a candle on 24th June, 2008:

20 days have passed and it seems like only yesterday.Still seems so unreal like I am dreaming a bad dream.The only good thing is that your days of suffering are now over.

Lil Miss LSU will be having surgery on the 10th.I know that you will be watching over her.

And finally Maw-maw Boobe & Paw-paw Larry got that grandbaby, Kamryn Grace, last evening.


Missing you more than anything!

Rachel Reardon lit a candle on 19th June, 2008:

I did'nt get the chance to actually meet you paw paw Carmouche "Big Head". I only heard wondeful things about you. The stories that Mindy tells are quite funny. I'm so sorry that you have had to have gone through everything that you did. We know your in a better place now with your father! As Mindy has said we will never say good-bye, just see you later! Boy, I know you know that you had a great daughter, but I do too- Love her to death and wouldn't trade her for the world, one that has such a great outlook on life and a strong heart when she needed too. Boy, she really surprised all of us but did it for you and Darlene and the rest of the kids! Strong girl and you gotta love her for that! I know she's strong willed I work with her everyday- great person and she loved you to death! I know everyone misses you and I do too and didn't get the chance to know you. May God bless your soul and everyone's live's that you've touched! And I know it's been many! Rest In Peace - the one that you didn't know Rachel. May God Bless everyone in their time of sorrow, you won't be forgotten never nor not missed!

Gabby lit a candle on 14th June, 2008:

Paw paw I love and miss you.
Love,
Your little angel face.

MARJIE lit a candle on 12th June, 2008:

R.I.P MR.ROLAND
YOU WILL BE DEEPLY MISSED , I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU AS A WONDERFUL MAN , AS WELL AS A WONDERFUL DAD , YOU WAS ALWAYS THERE AS WE GOT OLDER THOSE WERE WONDERFUL DAYS I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU , YOU WAS MORE THAN A FREIND , YOU WAS LIKE A DAD TO ME , I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THOSE GREAT DAYS . ALWAYS REMEMBER JENNA WILL BE TAKEN CARE OF , SO NOW IT'S TIME FOR YOU TO REST
I WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOU IN MY HEART
I LOVE YOU , LOVE MARJIE & FAMILY

Krystle lit a candle on 11th June, 2008:

Dad, It still doesn't feel real. I'm still waiting to see you walk in the door from smoking. I loved being with you everyday and watching movies with you. I am so proud to call you MY FATHER. You showed ME the meaning of life and I respect you for that. You put up a good fight, but it was your time to be with GOD and Paw NOLAND. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I will miss your cooking, your cracks on mom, your laugh, your smile, you. I feel you everyday when I pass in the livingroom. I know you are where you wanted to be...HOME! I LOVE YOU DEARLY AND I'M GLAD I GOT TO TELL YOU THAT ONE LAST TIME. I will see you when its my time. LOVE YOUR BABY GIRL,
Krystle

Angela lit a candle on 10th June, 2008:

You will ALWAYS and FOREVER be missed. Your humor along with your loving spirit will never be forgotten. Though you are no longer here with us you will remain forever in our hearts.
Love Always,
Angela

Kelly lit a candle on 9th June, 2008:

There are no wise words to pass on to the family of such a great person in these times. I never had the pleasure of meeting Candy's dad just the pleasure of knowing his wonderful daughter. You can learn alot about a person with the morals and values they instill in their children and the way they are raised. Mr. Carmouche must have been a wonderful person. He has a very repectable and beautifully hearted daughter that will go to the ends of the Earth to help you out. With that in mind all that have known him and were part of his life should hold their head up high because you now know that the Lord has called home another ANGEL home. He will guide all those who need him and will catch all those who may stumble in life. In closing, my advice is to continue living your life knowing he is in no more pain and in a better place than any of us. Memories are with you FOREVER and will NEVER die.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 8th June, 2008:

My thoughts and prayers are with you all..May God Bless you in your time of need...I lost my Father in 1981,a sister in 1982 both of cancer,and most recently I lost my mom,I miss them everyday of my life..i know the pain you feel,hold on to all the wonderful memories you have of your father..

Rest in Peace Roland..
I will keep you all in my thoughts and Prayers..
Pls feel free to visit my mom's page..

Jay lit a candle on 8th June, 2008:

You never asked for much in life and would never ask for help with anything. You showed and taught me everything growing up. You made me respect hard work and made me the man I am today. You will always be in our hearts and prayers. (I love you Ole Man)

MY DAD (MY HERO)

Love
Jay & Selena

Hunter, Hayden & Hayes lit a candle on 7th June, 2008:

Paw we love you and will miss you dearly. You will always be in our hearts. Love, Hunter, Hayden & Hayes

Jenna lit a candle on 7th June, 2008:

RiP. pAw.
IlY WiTH AlL mY hEaRt.
tHIs JUst mEaNs uR gOnNa kEEp A CLOsEr eyE ON uS.&& guIDe Me DoWn ThE rIghT PaTh.All u WAnTed waS tO bE wIth Ur DaDdy.noW i KNOw Ur NOt SuFfErINg AnY moRe.&& uR VeRY HaPpY.u pUt Up A GooD fIgHt && Ur A vErY vErY sTRONg MaN.i'vE now cHaNgEd My MINd On wHaT i waNNA Do In liFe.I wAnT tO mAkE u HaPpY So I'M GonNa Do WhAt U WaNtED me To Be. aLl U wAnTeD wAS For Ur KIdS aNd gRaNd kiDs SUcCeSsFuL In lifE.aLL I keEp ThinkiNg iS i wONdER WhaT yOUr DoIN? PaRtINg, fIsHINg, rIdINg Ur hErLeE dAvIsOn, Or reSTinG.U ArE mY WoRld, mY rOcK, My LIfE, && My ReASon To BrEaTh.EvEn ThouGh UR gONe It StIll dOEsN'T fEel ReaL.iT NeVEr HIt AnY Of Us yEt.WaTcH oVeR uS.uR noW oUr GUarDiAn aNgLe && HeRo.i'm VERy PrOuD Of u.ThiS Was The hArdEST tHINg i evEr hAd To Do IN LIfE.
I DonT knoW aNy MaN THaT FOUgHt AS HArD aS u dId.I FeEL vEry lUcKy. u rEsPoNdEd To Me EvErY TimE I tAlkEd Too u. NO onE WiLl eVeR RePlAce u.u hAvE mY HolE hEaRt. iT sEEmS LIkE juST yEstYRdAy we wAs joKinG & LauGHinG tOgEtheR. iT hAsN'T bEen lONg BUt I lovE u. && i MIsS u aLrEaDY. U ToLd Me NOt To SaY gOOd BYe buT tO tEll U 'sEe U lAyTeR'. sO i'lL sEE u LaYtEr. DOn't BrEAk OuR PrOmiSe We MaDe IN tHe hoSpiTaL. juST WAiT for mE. i'lL sEE u sOon EnouGh.

R.I.P.
Roland John Carmouche
[pAw] I lOvE u !

Tara lit a candle on 7th June, 2008:

You were such a strong person and put up a long painful fight. We will miss you dearly. You are in our thoughts and prayers.

Love,
Tara, Christian, Madison, & Mackenzie